Tuesday, March 16, 2010

Another emotional rollercoaster ... and another overwhelming feeling of sadness

Birthmother #4 has viewed our profile & "went with another family." I just keep remembering The Emperor's New Groove when Kuzko is firing Ezma ... "We're going in another direction," "We're not picking up your option," etc. I'm trying to see some humor in this, but it's really hard. We're both very sad. And both wounded enough that we're not much help to each other while we're in pain. It's really hard. It's all very out of our control & decidedly un-fun.

10 comments:

Janelle said...

I'm saying a prayer for you guys right now. I'm sorry, sweetie.

Mel said...

((((((( you both ))))))))

It's a hard thing, being the 'not chosen' ones. But I'm a believer. There's one out there, waiting...believing....needing the family that you have to offer.

And I do believe.

Dalovely Damanda said...

Susanne & Ken...I'm so very sorry. Still wishing for all the best for you both! HUGS

Suzanne said...

(((hugs))) to you both xx

theelfqueen said...

Oh, my dear.... I am so sorry to see you in pain ... your family-to-be is out there somewhere, I just know it!

Diane said...

Grab Ken and give him the biggest hug he's ever gotten and tell him to hug you back . . . or you're not going to let him go. Then cry until you can laugh again. It WILL be worth it!

Joanna said...

Im so sorry to hear this...you're both going to be wonderful parents to the luckiest baby in the world, she's just not here yet. Love you both

Joanna said...

im so sorry to hear that guys. You will be wonderful parents some day to the right baby, she's just not here yet. Love you both

Chiara said...

{{{{HUGS}}}} thinking of you both. sending prayers of support your way.

Lorell said...

Hugs, Susanne!! It's so difficult right now, but you will have your family someday. Don't give up hope!